Archive for April, 2009
another vent
It’s hard to believe that after 6 years, these people are not coming to my 21st birthday. I don’t really understand it but it sort of shows me they never cared. I thought more of them than that and I really did believe they actually cared. Obviously not. It says a lot about them.
Just because we broke up they no longer have contact with me? or is it really the fact they just don’t care at all about my life? Well if the latter then I am glad I am no longer a part of that family. What a heartless bunch.
Well at least i know my real friends and I have a loving family who are going to be there.
Looking forward to it.
Add comment April 29, 2009
Head heavy
I’m in bed sick 
I slept through my alarm clock and I had many missed calls and texts from friends and asking where I am and if I need anything, it’s nice when people show how much they care. It’s different when you’re on your own, you gotta take care of yourself!.
My friends are all very excited to be celebrating my 21st birthday with me, that means a lot
Best be resting to get better and so I can finish my assessments.
Add comment April 29, 2009
Vent!
I am so annoyed right now! I hate my brain! hate it! i can’t concentrate with only so many weeks left! this can only be the most nerve racking thing this year :\ oh gosshh i am scared. hope it all goes well cos lord knows i am scared of what you will think
peace out
edit: note to self, stop thinking about it all the time, you are doing yourself no good. relax and enjoy these few weeks, don’t think about it
mood: confuzzled :S
location: Bed
music: Kids by MGMT
Add comment April 27, 2009
I’m good, with love :)
I feel like i am going home everytime i fly to Boston. I am super excited like cannot believe how i hyped i am! Kmod is going to try to get a job at the beach so we can pretty much live there for summer! I am so happy! I’ll be 21, we have our awesome beach house party with special guests surprise, it will be beautiful and hot summer days with nothin but good times oh i can’t wait! i need to make things right with Ryan, i miss him so much and want to know whats going on and be a part of his life, he was important to me for so long and i could tell him anything. It’s unbelievable how fast the time has flown by! i was there over 3 months ago and i’ll be there in a matter of weeks.
My 21st is right around the corner! 10 days away and all of my family, my sisters, my friends and everyone i love are very excited that i will finally be 21, not to mention the awesome 80’s Prom Night!
I have a lot of work to do before Monday term 2 starts.
flashbacks of Katy Perry’s hot n cold in Boston, new york, haverhill, newburyport.. that was fun dancing all over
can’t wait!
Add comment April 26, 2009
